so here’s what a culmination of a summer of heartbreak and honesty with myself looks like. also, stoned as fuck. this is just a picture so all of those who might miss my fa-ché (hi jenny!) can see what i’m up to.
a year ago i was kind of at one of my happiest points. not for any reason, but i was in my hometown, with a lot of old friends, and working on bettering myself. today, i find myself constantly struggling for happiness, and i’m trying to figure out why.
i’m not angry, not by any means. i went through a break up earlier in the summer, but it was something that i knew was going to happen/had to. and really i wish him all the best, and while i’m single in this new city, i’m not necessarily interested in being that involved again for awhile.
i’m not particularly sad about anything, but i’m still feeling sad often. there’s been a lot of change and i haven’t adjusted quite yet. but i also live with two people i find myself wanting to be angry with solely on grounds that they are messing up my stuff and it’s annoying.
i’m wanting just some good friend time this winter i think. i want to come to DC (the minute i find a place to crash, i’ll book my ticket), i’m gonna be heading home in november for a week, and maybe another trip to new york. i just need some goodness in my life after dealing with a lot of heartache. so if you see me around this winter, lets have good laughs.